I know. He is Special.

I am reading the book of Paulo Coelho's "By the River Piedra, I Sat Down and Wept". I haven't been to the meaty parts but the preface and the author's note are simple yet making me so vulnerable. Again.

I do not know if you still find time to check this blog. I do not hear much from you. Texting is available but we do not use it as often as others do. Emails stopped. And, one day I realized you are slowly slipping out of my life.

Or maybe not. I am just thinking like crazy.

Or maybe you are still having those tough times and you do not feel like writing back.

But whatever it is, I just want to tell you this.

Thank you.

Thank you for letting me in in your life and
making me feel special.

It means a lot to me. Just how you meant to me.

I can't afford to lose you.

But I am hopeful to see you again in the future, how soon? I do not know when. I just know it will happen.

I wish you all the best of things. You deserve it.
You are a wonderful writer/friend/person.

You are a treasure people should keep.

I know you will find your way as soon as the dust settles.

Just do not forget me when you finally found it.
God bless you, Noel.